Monday, July 31, 2006
i m back with a hao xin qing =) just feel sooooooooo much better learning how to relax and not be angry.
hurray for my good mood
hurray wurray!
anywae. this mus be my 3023483903274th post on friendship. but oh well friednship just seem to be such a big part of my life =) more than love... ok maybe a lil lesser than family. ok let's start on my new enlightment.
i realise friendship is one of most most most difficultest ship to be on. if u were too enthu about it, your friend might not and snap, it breaks. but when you wan to try a different approach and be more not caring about them, u realise sometimes u go a bit too far and snaps, it breaks again.
i mean it really difficult to be not too close and yet close enough to be friends. i dun tink i can do it. some could but i cant seem to be able to grasp it. maybe its beacuse i m on ok terms with most party and when war break. guess wad. i will be the 1st victim of the cruel war. poor me eh =(
now when it come to best fren, since i m on ok terms with most, its really difficult to find a real close closer closest bestiest friend. maybe its because they tink u have lots of friend liao, dunnid them. or maybe u too close to them den they dun tink u as their close fren. some is cos u nto close enough to them den they oso dun care den = very jia lat
tts life dudes and dudettes.
i really dunno how to handle friendship..
i shall end with a poem! by myself of cos...
Like the fret it makes beautiful music
Like the fret it makes your finger sick
When you finally pull too hard it snaps
For all you have done is gone
And may never return to your embrace
So cherish it while you can
Before you lose grip of it
And everything seems too latedun rhyme eh... nvm =)
cheers,
ttk
8:15 PM
