Monday, July 31, 2006
i m back with a hao xin qing =) just feel sooooooooo much better learning how to relax and not be angry.
hurray for my good mood
hurray wurray!
anywae. this mus be my 3023483903274th post on friendship. but oh well friednship just seem to be such a big part of my life =) more than love... ok maybe a lil lesser than family. ok let's start on my new enlightment.
i realise friendship is one of most most most difficultest ship to be on. if u were too enthu about it, your friend might not and snap, it breaks. but when you wan to try a different approach and be more not caring about them, u realise sometimes u go a bit too far and snaps, it breaks again.
i mean it really difficult to be not too close and yet close enough to be friends. i dun tink i can do it. some could but i cant seem to be able to grasp it. maybe its beacuse i m on ok terms with most party and when war break. guess wad. i will be the 1st victim of the cruel war. poor me eh =(
now when it come to best fren, since i m on ok terms with most, its really difficult to find a real close closer closest bestiest friend. maybe its because they tink u have lots of friend liao, dunnid them. or maybe u too close to them den they dun tink u as their close fren. some is cos u nto close enough to them den they oso dun care den = very jia lat
tts life dudes and dudettes.
i really dunno how to handle friendship..
i shall end with a poem! by myself of cos...
Like the fret it makes beautiful music
Like the fret it makes your finger sick
When you finally pull too hard it snaps
For all you have done is gone
And may never return to your embrace
So cherish it while you can
Before you lose grip of it
And everything seems too latedun rhyme eh... nvm =)
cheers,
ttk
8:15 PM
Saturday, July 29, 2006
i m so freaking @&*#@%&@#%^!@#$ pissed today. DAMN PISSED. REAL PISSED. SERIOUSLY PISSED. SUPER DUPER PISSED. PISSED PISSED. JUST REALLY PISSED BY SOME JERK. you ass.
people do the work also scold WTF U WAN! dun wAN ME do izzit. DEN I DUN DO LAH! CAN TELL ME ONE DEN I WUN FREAKINGLY BOTHER WITH THIS BLOODEH NONSENSE. PEOPLE DO OK LIAO DEN SAY ALL THOSE SHIT. WAD THE SHIT U WAN. MIGHT AS WELL FAIL U ALL. U ALL FREAKINGLY FAIL FOR ALL I CARE ARH. idiot
moral of the story. DUN BOTHER TO DO ANYTHING WHEN YOU ARE IN HIS GROUP OR WILL FREAKINGLY SAY THAT U WAN TO FAIL THE REST. SO JUST DUN DO ANYTHING IN HIS GROUP AND LET HIM DO EVERYTHING. asshole
GAHNESS,
ttk
4:23 PM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
ok. the bloodeh basketball mathc is totally dumb. we were up against some female king and a tall fugly bi-atch. onwed.
lazy to blog.
but wanna say this
when someone ignores u, it means they wan u to care for them u idiot.
cheers,
ttk
8:25 PM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
ok. dun ask e why i got this blog skin. no the guy in the picture is not hot. even if he is i m not interested.
so i found out tat being quiet for a dya is impossible. 1st, people will ask u why u so quiet arh? why u look so sad? why u blah blah blah. thank you all for ur concern. but i jus wanna be quiet for a moment lah... u noe... quiet type of feeling... so when i quiet, it does not means i m sad or anyth, it jus mean i wanna be quiet. 2nd, me myself cannot control myself. i NEED to tok.. lol
sheezer, my bloodeh "M" become insensitive liao
yes so i was thinking alot. i dunno why i jus thought and friends and stuff. i mean at one point i tot i could live without friends. its like. ok. i m lonely, no one come disturb me, no one come ask me this and that. i will jus be mean to people and bite of their head whenever they piss me off. i wanna be like that. so i can concentrate on stuff i wanna do. like studying. yes i wna to study. we wake up at 6 in the morning just to study dun we.
and i realise "Genius of hardwork will surpass born genius one day" yes they do. i m not saying i m a born genius but i gifted with the gift of jus paying attention in class makes me pass. i m blessed. in a way of another. i m losing out to people who work hard oreddy. guess i need to buck up. yes buck up. i need to score well this year. its a promise i make to myself.
and i finally know how sasuke(a comic book char.) feels ok. here his story. he is a born genius. he teams up with a coplete drop up. and one day. he feels threaten by the drop up surpassing him. so he turn to the dark side and blah blah blah. yes u get the picture.
why i say all this leh. because one. i feel threaten some how. 2, i picture myself as sasuke. not tt i m a born genius, but someone who started out better. blast me flame me wadeva man.
its like when u do something well, no one bothers cos u r expected to do well. when a drop out do well, everyone applauses for him and praises him.
"Everyone needs praise."its like when u do badly, people makes u feel worse and when a drop out does badly, no one go bother him cos he is expected to do lidat and will encourage him. not the genius.
"Everyone fails."thats how streesful people feel. dun tink being what u call good is fortunate ok.
"Everyone needs care"cheers,
ttk
9:12 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
hello.. i m here to blog.. like duh-er-er-er-er... so went for the i and e competition 2day and i m god damn tired. very god damn tired. we tried our best and got to the top 8.. tts fair enough i guess... so yea we lost...
i dunno y but i m having the feeling i got a year ago...
those doubtly feeling
like everything is gonna fall apart.
like no one u cna trust kinda thing
and i becoming meaner
and meaner
becoming so direct...
maybe its menopause bah...
cheers,
ttk
5:08 PM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
ok i have still decided to blgo despite my hectic schedule. see i am kind, i dun leave my blog to die just lidat. i am a good person =) and never EVER make ur blog dead. or u will be dead. X_X
ok. i wanna tok about this thing i call obsession( however u spell that thing. i almost failed my spelling test so wadever man =) so lets call this guy obs) see obs is a scarly thing. it can happen so fast, it scares me. yea its like only a second and guess what, the girl living next door is obsessed wiht your dog. freaky isnt it? so they are many obsession that starts. 1st, girls to guys. exmaple will be my 2 good fren, lets call them bpig and mlbgal. when they see a guy they find cute or shuai or girly or gay or cute or handsome or ugly or cute. they will BE SO OVER THEM. god. u can imagine how i fare. they are liek crazy lah! and did i mention they like cute guys?
2nd, guys over girls. lets use 2 example. evilwings. he falls in love with this girl in our class. he bought like infinity roses for her. like aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa why dont a girl do this to me. no fair. but anyway, thats a freggin sum of 100 bucks. 100 bucks! TTS A LOT! it is enuff to buy me a brandless mp3 player! see. crazy one. the other one. lets call him short. he is once infatuated with this girl. he calls her name every 1 minute. pissed off. totally.
3rd. people over stuff. that's the most most most most most most common type of obsession. exmaples. lets call this guy onlynoehowtoscoldkpguy (onhtskg) he is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo obsesed wtih this game. he plays this like one day without it. he will immediately die of caridiac arrest and start to have sadako climbing out from his ass cos he did not go to the toilet for sooo long, jus because he wanna play the game. u get wad i mean. 2nd. thr is this guy. who became very very very obsessed with his committe(correct spelling got a spelling test ok.. dun play play) omg. obseestion is scary.
1st step of obsession
Madness sets in
2nd step of obsession
Insanity invades
#rd step of obsession
Only heaven knows what will become of you
cheers,
ttk
7:34 PM
hello. i am back. this week is a boring week. i have totally nothing to blog about eccept telling u all how bloodehly busy i bloodehly am
1. china exchange programme peeps coming over. my buddy is call WANG DI. ALL HAIL THE KING!
2. media club.
3. tons of test.
4. i and e competition
5. catching up of guitar.
6. making of my bag
7. mapling hehe
see! busy
cheers,
ttk
7:24 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
hi. i am back from lots of mapling... so as u noe, my aumtumnmo0n is beeeeeeeeeeautiful. yes. lot sof suitor. if u are one take a look at this
"See, we are in love"ok so get lost all suitor. dun stalk me like a leafy vegetable. autumnmo0n is currently going out with d3vilish. shoo off. if you think he is an indian, think again
"See, he is an ang moh"yes, he is an ang moh, and is prefect match with me... and i have an affair too... he said that i m pretty...
"Bark Bark"see, moppie loves me too. so please. dun be so despo that a guy u osos wan. thanks
message from autumnmo0n
cheers,
ttk
5:44 PM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
hello! i am gonna blog about my maple adventure today.. so if you are anti maple den dun read arh...
sooooooooooooo.... wen tto com's house for maple.. cos decided that i am too bored.. so went back to autumnmo0n, yes the most chio mapler in history. yes. as the great spidy says " Great beauty comes with great responsibility" or izzit power? oh well who cares. so i went back to maple and was at the green mushroom maps with lotsa candles. dom was exhilirated when he say the candles
" OMG THOSE FISHING CANDLES!!! THEY KILLED ME LEH LEMME HAVE MY REVENGE!!! MUAHAHA"
ok so dom went around tormenting candles and it dropped a candle.. hurray! i dunno wth it is for but oh well.. den decide to do some serious work and went to0 kerning. more candles, happier for dom. kill kill and pop! a red present! hurray! haha.. dunno but think it is ex... den david came online and gave lotsa stuff. love ya david <33333 yea.. dne went to ludi now tts where the funny part comes oi..
there is this guy. who pester me to be his gf. HE IS SO IRRITAING. god. i said no at least 193024830283027 times. can he just learn. so ask david to impose as my bf, but he saw right through us. wadcha expect. 2 guys trying to be gf and bf. god. den i told the truth. I M A GUY. HE STILL DUN BLOODEHLY BELIEVE. DEN CHASE ALL THE WAY TO LUDI AND THEN DISAPPEAR TO NOWHERE. WTH IS WRONG WITH HIM. ok.
so went to explore ludi.. went to this place full of taeedy bears. haha. they so cute when they die.. dne went to kill chronos.. dne went to platoon chrnos.. this guy wanted to party. ok lor. den i leech. muahaha.. i m so evil... who ask i pretty (quoted form melisa) haha.. den this guy jus add me in his guild... so yea.. wad a eventful day!
cheers,
ttk
7:35 PM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
| What You Really Think Of Your Friends |
| Nadia is your soulmate. |
| You truly love Emmanuel . |
| You consider Sharan your true friend. |
| You know that Dominic is always thinking of you. |
| You'll remember Xiu Quan for the rest of your life. |
| You secretly think Ying Ru is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. |
| You secretly think that Linette is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. |
| You secretly think that Parveena is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Parveena changes lovers faster than underwear. |
| You secretly think Jun Jie? is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Jun Jie? has a hidden internet romance. |
I DON'T TRULY LOVE EMMANUEL! GRH!
5:35 PM
