Sunday, March 26, 2006
its the time i finally pick up my courage and tell him wad i feel. we exhcnaged smses. know how each other feel. ponder for a while. sms summore. maybe i m selfish. maybe he is too friendly. i dunno. the problem is with me i suppose. he hasnt done anyth wrong. its the mindset of me? i dunno.
i dunno if i have done wrong. did i do the right thing? did i wreak him down at the wrong time? but if i dun wad will i feel? i have been feelin neglected since the begining. i tried to blend in but cant. i dun wanna be the one tat is alwaes thr waiting. lyk a extra piece of jigsaw tat is onyl used when u need one. i feel tired.
i seek other company when u were away.u tot it has alwaes been this way. no it isnt. its the lonelyness tat makes me so. maybe u are too insensitive.
all this tots run through my mind. my pillow was wet
8:22 AM