Sunday, March 26, 2006
its the time i finally pick up my courage and tell him wad i feel. we exhcnaged smses. know how each other feel. ponder for a while. sms summore. maybe i m selfish. maybe he is too friendly. i dunno. the problem is with me i suppose. he hasnt done anyth wrong. its the mindset of me? i dunno.
i dunno if i have done wrong. did i do the right thing? did i wreak him down at the wrong time? but if i dun wad will i feel? i have been feelin neglected since the begining. i tried to blend in but cant. i dun wanna be the one tat is alwaes thr waiting. lyk a extra piece of jigsaw tat is onyl used when u need one. i feel tired.
i seek other company when u were away.u tot it has alwaes been this way. no it isnt. its the lonelyness tat makes me so. maybe u are too insensitive.
all this tots run through my mind. my pillow was wet
8:22 AM
Monday, March 13, 2006
ok lets start from friday...
so we went for the robotics competition... den mr lam is a really kool dude i realise. he listens to mp3, toks abt sexy female singer adn read comic. he says he love slam dunk. he said he love one part when the enemy became ally and won. so he said " it is really powerful when ur worst enemy becomes your best friend " haha i guess tats true some how...
so the next day its the camp. i was team with e soon... not really the grouping i wan but oh well... we group with team i, with dom n susan so its ok la. copuld survive... den sleeping tat time, i was surrounded by 4 naked guys. ooook. i wasnt naked, i knew it would be cold at night. den david and susan is beside me. dom beside david den taoyee right ont top ( meaning head to head, not on top lyk lying on top on me, i most prob died. ) haha. den they say i whack, kik and hug david. den susan say i touch his stomach... haha. i got NVS... noturnal violence syndrome =) haha sorry nette arh XD
den the food sux. totally. and i love my instructor! double chin chin! =)
den we went to shop 2dae, buy the cake stuff and susan get a shirt. its nice la but ex... haha...
kk, gtg, sis uni project need come lyk crazy... =( bb
cheers,
ttk
8:03 PM
